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our 7 lb 4 oz miracle born 27aug08
1998 - 1 nov 2007
an open and honest struggle with infertility (x2) and IVF (x4) with ICSI plus random thoughts on dogs, cancer, ppd, cloth diapers, plagiocephaly, having a bi-racial child, being an older mom, life back in fab new york city, and learning how to be positive.
virginia
our 7 lb 4 oz miracle born 27aug08
our BFP
lulu
chilli
1998 - 1 nov 2007
in a nutshell
we are infertility poster children.
my dx - AMA with high FSH, DOR and no fallopian tubes.
poor responder to stims.
b's dx - low count and low motility.
very challenged swimmers.
tubal surgery and 4 attempts at IVF
all in 1 year.
my dx - AMA with high FSH, DOR and no fallopian tubes.
poor responder to stims.
b's dx - low count and low motility.
very challenged swimmers.
tubal surgery and 4 attempts at IVF
all in 1 year.
A loved one is not gone
until they are forgotten.
And to live in the hearts
of those left behind
is to live forever.
until they are forgotten.
And to live in the hearts
of those left behind
is to live forever.
Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack in everything
That's how the light gets in.
- Leonard Cohen
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack in everything
That's how the light gets in.
- Leonard Cohen
"the problem with infertility is
that I am mourning children
that do not exist
and I'm the only one
who misses them."
that I am mourning children
that do not exist
and I'm the only one
who misses them."
my peeps
expecting lil' peeps
with lil' peeps in tow
IVF history
IVF #1 - cancelled at ER - too few follies
IVF #2 - 2 embies transfered. bfn
IVF #3 - cancelled at ER - too few follies
IVF #4 - 3 embies transfered. BFP! 21 dec 07
IVF #2 - 2 embies transfered. bfn
IVF #3 - cancelled at ER - too few follies
IVF #4 - 3 embies transfered. BFP! 21 dec 07
email me
pfwnyc@gmail.com
baby stuff
other assorted links
13 comments:
oh no...it sounds like things remain very strained for you all. please know i am praying for you all!
Call me - honestly - any time.
I am so sorry to read that you are at this place. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
I'm so sorry you're going through this. Have you spoken to b about this yet, or will you wait til he gets home? Is there any chance you can take a break with friends or family?
Please evaluate whether it is actaully b, or the things that make b a stressful person. work, responsibilites, committments, etc.
Some of those can be changed, and if he knows you are serious, perhaps there is an alternative to work things out.
Also, pregnancy/TTC/Infertility/etc. are such emotional times that you have to be aware and watchful so as not to make too emotional of a decision with raging hormones.
I know, it sounds awful as I type, but it is the awful truth of the thing. I agree with orodemniades though about taking a break, sometimes it does help. Even a hotel room break...
Uh. Oh. Oh, no. I'm sorry, duder. Anything I can do?
(Trust me when I say that I do feel your pain).
*hugs*
Oh please don't mean this. I hope he can find a way to reduce his hours, I would hope that would make a difference. It sounds like you both are going through so much and have been going through so much.
Are you sure? Do you really mean that?
You've been through so much and are just starting to get to the even better bit! Can you not just stay with friends/family for some tlc and to get your head together.
It won't always be like this. It's a point in time and his work WILL calm down.
I'm thinking of you and here if you need anything - more assvice than anything, I suppose, being so far away.
ACK- Oh my dear Friend - I am so sorry
Oh honey.. I really hope you guys can work it out. Really really hope you can work it out.
:(
Definitely thinking of and praying for you guys..
I've been following you for a little while from the T-TTC board, and I just want to say 1) I'm so happy for you that your pregnancy is going well, and 2) I'm so sorry for the stress you are under. Hang in there. Allow yourself time to get clear on things an talk to b. I wish you peace!
I'm sorry.
You are in my thoughts.
I am hoping for some clarity for you in this confusing time of your life. Hopefully things will become clear and you can see what you both truly want out of life - hopefully it's the same thing and you can get there using the same road. Thinking of you...
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